i've drawn out my plan for oct. it's really packed.i even printed out a calendar and paste it on my rm's wall to remind myself. In order to clearly define my goals and piorities, i've wrote all my goals and piorities on the wall too! i wish i can get back my wasted september. u might be thinking that writing this post will waste more time, but this post is to represent as a beginning of my new life.
I hope everything will workout well and everything is feasible. i really cant wait.
Before i break out the news, i will like to keep what i am doing now as a secret. i'm afraid that everything dun goes smoothly or dun even feasible.
i hate myself for screwing up 19 years of my life.
