Maybe i'm too pessimistic, i jus dunno why i feel that i wont live long on this earth.
Every anniversary, i wish to deliver ur favourite flower to you personally but i'm afraid that i will pass away much earlier than you do. I hope that i will be able to find a florist which able to operate forever, so that even i died, the florist can deliver ur favourite flower to you personally every single anniversary on my behalf.
No matter where my soul flew to or my body rest in, my heart will always be with you.
Love you...
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Monday, August 23, 2010
I'm a stinky stingy monster!
As usual, i bought 2 dollar toto quickpick! i miss one number! damn it! damn sad. feel like tearing the whole world up because of it.
Now! back to the MAIN TOPIC! having a gf really makes me incurred huge debt! LOL! my bank account has been decreasing CONSTANTLY for so LONG! damn SAD thing. My gf says "I'm trying to save here save there, but still not much money". This sentence rings a bell in my mind! make me keep thinking of " u keep trying save here save there, but y dun save for my wallet?" LOL!
i was wondering how rich am i going to be if i dun have a gf! =x i think i will be holding L-BEE bag, ODD-LEE sunglasses ETC ETC. I really feel guilty that i spend papa mama so much money. i guess now i have to learn how to say "NO!"
Now! back to the MAIN TOPIC! having a gf really makes me incurred huge debt! LOL! my bank account has been decreasing CONSTANTLY for so LONG! damn SAD thing. My gf says "I'm trying to save here save there, but still not much money". This sentence rings a bell in my mind! make me keep thinking of " u keep trying save here save there, but y dun save for my wallet?" LOL!
i was wondering how rich am i going to be if i dun have a gf! =x i think i will be holding L-BEE bag, ODD-LEE sunglasses ETC ETC. I really feel guilty that i spend papa mama so much money. i guess now i have to learn how to say "NO!"
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Day after day, i've been waiting............ and still waiting.....
Everyday, i was waiting for the best news to reach my ears - the death of my grandma (my dad's mum). Sad to say, she is the one i hated most and i want her kick the bucket asap. I wonder why she still haven die? There's so many people die each day, y she's not included? This is the reason why i dun believe in karma.
Let me tell u a story. A boy who lives in a nice small family with a total 5 people, Papa,Mama, Mei Meis, and me. In his 19 years on earth, he nv received any thing from her grandma, not even a piece of sweets. That grandma has 2 sons. Each son has a son,therefore, the grandma has 2 male grandson. That grandma is a pervert and fucker. She is has serious mental problems and extreme bias. What the boy has, the other grandson also must have. For example, the boy has a bicycle, the other grandson also must have a bicycle. the worst joke of all is that the grandma demand a bicycle for her another grandson from the boy's dad. That another grandson has no dad? No! just that the another grandson's dad is useless.
Now, the crazy grandma saw the boy drives a car. She demand the boy's father to let the other grandson to learn driving and has a car. dun u think it's absurd? The boy's father pay for the driving lesson. Lucky enough, the boy's father of cause didt buy a car for that useless grandson. There's more crazy things that she did, but i dun wanna say and it's a real shame. If i got a Death note, i will write her name first. INSTANT DEATH. SO FUN!
Can u imagine for years, that grandma always goes to the boy's house and create havoc. Talking about those old shitty fucker grandma stories of hers and trying quarrel with the family? The boy's father still gives her 1k per month. When the grandma cant get the money on time, she will say " u try to hunger me to death?" can u believe this? She is those crazy ass who likes to mess up the whole family.
There's alot more to say. That grandma should fucking die now and die in the "Final destination" way.The mouth of her should tightly sealed by cement and pubic hair. i swear that the boy shall shoot fireworks and open champagne to celebrate her death. Her funeral and whatsoever can just exclude the boy. That grandma of his is worst than a pest. She is simply a jinx plus world greatest asshole plus dick plus everything sucks!
Let me tell u a story. A boy who lives in a nice small family with a total 5 people, Papa,Mama, Mei Meis, and me. In his 19 years on earth, he nv received any thing from her grandma, not even a piece of sweets. That grandma has 2 sons. Each son has a son,therefore, the grandma has 2 male grandson. That grandma is a pervert and fucker. She is has serious mental problems and extreme bias. What the boy has, the other grandson also must have. For example, the boy has a bicycle, the other grandson also must have a bicycle. the worst joke of all is that the grandma demand a bicycle for her another grandson from the boy's dad. That another grandson has no dad? No! just that the another grandson's dad is useless.
Now, the crazy grandma saw the boy drives a car. She demand the boy's father to let the other grandson to learn driving and has a car. dun u think it's absurd? The boy's father pay for the driving lesson. Lucky enough, the boy's father of cause didt buy a car for that useless grandson. There's more crazy things that she did, but i dun wanna say and it's a real shame. If i got a Death note, i will write her name first. INSTANT DEATH. SO FUN!
Can u imagine for years, that grandma always goes to the boy's house and create havoc. Talking about those old shitty fucker grandma stories of hers and trying quarrel with the family? The boy's father still gives her 1k per month. When the grandma cant get the money on time, she will say " u try to hunger me to death?" can u believe this? She is those crazy ass who likes to mess up the whole family.
There's alot more to say. That grandma should fucking die now and die in the "Final destination" way.The mouth of her should tightly sealed by cement and pubic hair. i swear that the boy shall shoot fireworks and open champagne to celebrate her death. Her funeral and whatsoever can just exclude the boy. That grandma of his is worst than a pest. She is simply a jinx plus world greatest asshole plus dick plus everything sucks!
Good morning.
it's early in the morning. Time flies. I always tried to slp early, but failed. I dunno why. i'm confused. i'm worried. Sometimes, i was wondering whether my life will be better if i am single. i am just like a wooden block floating on an ocean without any aim and goal.
Someone asked me " Do you think a couple will become friends after they break up?". I starts to think deeply. After much thoughts, i think a couple will not become friends after breaking up. They will just become beautiful strangers. Dont you think so?
What is love? For man, i guess it's Sex. Thats y u will see the word " making love" which refers to sex. More sex, more love! (i'm still a boy, so i still innocent =D), For girls, i dunno because i'm too manly to be true. i cant read woman's mind. Seriously. I think that a woman's mind has more "wires" than a man's. It's so complicated till it reaches a stage whereby they dun even know what they want, so how are the man supposed to know what they want?
Someone asked me " Do you think a couple will become friends after they break up?". I starts to think deeply. After much thoughts, i think a couple will not become friends after breaking up. They will just become beautiful strangers. Dont you think so?
What is love? For man, i guess it's Sex. Thats y u will see the word " making love" which refers to sex. More sex, more love! (i'm still a boy, so i still innocent =D), For girls, i dunno because i'm too manly to be true. i cant read woman's mind. Seriously. I think that a woman's mind has more "wires" than a man's. It's so complicated till it reaches a stage whereby they dun even know what they want, so how are the man supposed to know what they want?
Monday, August 9, 2010
Fireworks
By the way, it's really nice to watch fireworks with family. =D the fireworks are beautiful not because it is physically beautiful, it's emotionally.
Sunday, August 8, 2010
婆婆
i really miss my popo. i miss her. she is the best popo in the world. I still remember when i was damn young, i asked her one question " Popo! why do you become vegetarian? Meat is like the best food in the world!" She smiled and replied "Because i hope that everyone in the family is safe" No matter what she do, she will think of us first. This is how great she is. When i was young, she always tell me stories and buy me sweets. She will try her best to give me the best in life. By the way, she is damn cute. She goes for english lesson in CC at the age of 60+ and i was about 9 years old. Everynight, she will teach me chinese and i will teach me english while my english is a total noobshit. LOL
20th March 2008, 12.30 pm. i received a call from my mum. it was a call that i dun wish to receive as it was a call which marks the end of my popo's life. i really hate myself for unable to see her for the last time. this is my one and only regret in my life.
Everytime, i will visit her at the columbarium and talk to her about what happened recently when i was around the west area in the afternoon or when i am free. But.... she wont be able to talk to me anymore. how i wish she can still tell me stories and bring me to the market. She's gone forever but at least, she will always be in my heart.
婆婆，我爱你！
20th March 2008, 12.30 pm. i received a call from my mum. it was a call that i dun wish to receive as it was a call which marks the end of my popo's life. i really hate myself for unable to see her for the last time. this is my one and only regret in my life.
Everytime, i will visit her at the columbarium and talk to her about what happened recently when i was around the west area in the afternoon or when i am free. But.... she wont be able to talk to me anymore. how i wish she can still tell me stories and bring me to the market. She's gone forever but at least, she will always be in my heart.
婆婆，我爱你！
random day
It's a great day out with family. eating crabs, sitting on the beach, listening to the sound of the wave with family really makes me happy. The sad thing is that my gf. sometimes, she really says something that piss me off unknowingly. The calm waves are gone instantly. i hate it.
When she piss me off, my accelerator always floored. i will turn myself into zig zag monster (just like my blog name). anyone who block my way make me piss off real hard. i feel like playing bumper car and crash them all. By the way, i hate my car. it is so underpowered and useless. shit it. i will get rid of it soon as i hate it damn freaking much.
After so much ranting, here comes the sad part. i think my papa mama really aged alot. i saw my mum lying on the sands, her head was on my dad's thigh as my dad was sitting straight. My mum was lying in the middle of both my sisters. i really feel like crying but i dunno y. i was sitting behind them with my gf. I guess u all must be thinking that my gf and i was just like my dad and mum. WRONG! she pissed me off and she sit beside me just like a stranger sitting beside me in the MRT. but this gives me a really serious thought of what can i do and what should i do in the future.
When she piss me off, my accelerator always floored. i will turn myself into zig zag monster (just like my blog name). anyone who block my way make me piss off real hard. i feel like playing bumper car and crash them all. By the way, i hate my car. it is so underpowered and useless. shit it. i will get rid of it soon as i hate it damn freaking much.
After so much ranting, here comes the sad part. i think my papa mama really aged alot. i saw my mum lying on the sands, her head was on my dad's thigh as my dad was sitting straight. My mum was lying in the middle of both my sisters. i really feel like crying but i dunno y. i was sitting behind them with my gf. I guess u all must be thinking that my gf and i was just like my dad and mum. WRONG! she pissed me off and she sit beside me just like a stranger sitting beside me in the MRT. but this gives me a really serious thought of what can i do and what should i do in the future.
Saturday, August 7, 2010
Holiday!
next week will be a shitty week because of ....... NVP project! it sucks like a vacuum cleaner! i 've to prepare my part before the meeting. After reviewing what i have done before the holiday, the job i did was totally bullshit and crap. i'm dead.
2.30 is the time to go for some basketball games with my secondary school mates. i shall pawn the MVP (3 years ago) later! LOL!
BYE
2.30 is the time to go for some basketball games with my secondary school mates. i shall pawn the MVP (3 years ago) later! LOL!
BYE
HOLIDAY LOH!
weee! it's holiday! it's time to start my napfa training! i shall pawn all noobs! blogging not fun de!
i guess this is my last post. LOL BYE
i guess this is my last post. LOL BYE
My First Very Stylo Post!
Hello!
Welcome to my BLOG! testing testing!
i love to BOM BOM SHAKE SHAKE!
Japanese Buffet at Cathay is NOT BAD! 20 bucks and can eat until ur shit turns chocolate mochi. LOL! free drinks, free icecream. can jus eat those ingredients. OCTOPUS PAUL AND OCTOPUS BABY! eat salmon like eating ikan billis! damn nice!
i lazy to type already! BYE
Welcome to my BLOG! testing testing!
i love to BOM BOM SHAKE SHAKE!
Japanese Buffet at Cathay is NOT BAD! 20 bucks and can eat until ur shit turns chocolate mochi. LOL! free drinks, free icecream. can jus eat those ingredients. OCTOPUS PAUL AND OCTOPUS BABY! eat salmon like eating ikan billis! damn nice!
i lazy to type already! BYE
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