i've drawn out my plan for oct. it's really packed.i even printed out a calendar and paste it on my rm's wall to remind myself. In order to clearly define my goals and piorities, i've wrote all my goals and piorities on the wall too! i wish i can get back my wasted september. u might be thinking that writing this post will waste more time, but this post is to represent as a beginning of my new life.
I hope everything will workout well and everything is feasible. i really cant wait.
Before i break out the news, i will like to keep what i am doing now as a secret. i'm afraid that everything dun goes smoothly or dun even feasible.
i hate myself for screwing up 19 years of my life.
Saturday, October 2, 2010
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Wed,Sat,Sun
When it comes to Wed, Sat and Sun, i will start to despise my mum. i cant stand her. I nv seen anyone gamble 4D until like this. Can u believe she can sit on the sofa for a few hours thinking of 4D numbers? After the opening of the 4D lottery, she can dissappoint to a point that she can emo for that night. What the hell is this? She can spend few Ks on 4D everymonth. Seriously, i despise her to the max not because she gambles, i despise her because she dun even work and all those money are my dad's hardearn money. She's a total fuckdup.
Today's sunday, can u believe that my crazy mum now going to witness the opening of 4D lottery LIVE? what the fuck is this? Fuck it man. I hate it. How stupid can she be?
Today's sunday, can u believe that my crazy mum now going to witness the opening of 4D lottery LIVE? what the fuck is this? Fuck it man. I hate it. How stupid can she be?
Saturday, September 25, 2010
What's so bad?
It's all about my family dinner again.
Every weekends,sat and sun, no matter what, as long as i'm in singapore, i will definitely have dinner with my family. I dun understand why she loves to quarrel with me regarding this. She said that the time we spent together were to little. I already tried my best. i know she has to study hard. My weekends' nights are for my family, she wan go anywhere on weekdays, i dun mind, i'll just follow her. Her dad works 6days a week, only have thursday as off day. i understand. Thats the reason why i will nv bother u on thursday.
What's so bad about eating dinner with my family? My family also nv bring her to some ulu places to eat dinner. Seafood,tze char,thai, "chapalan" restaurants, what's so bad about them? She might get sick of them, but it's not about the food, it's about the family bond. I only hope to spend that few hours with my family on weekends, whatever she wanna do, it's her choice.
She expects me to give up my weekends dinner with family because she thinks that i will be able to see my dad and mum everyday. Sad to say, i will NEVER agree to that. She can try it over my dead body. She cannot accompany me on weekdays, is her problems. Why should i give up my family for her which i think the demand of her is totally unreasonable.
I suggested that she can meet me everyweekends from morning till the time i have dinner then i send her home. But she didt gimme any answer.
If she insists in that, Sorry then. We have different goals and we should go separate ways. I dun see the point of continuing.
I can be nice, but dun get under my nerves. Dun expect me to give in.
Every weekends,sat and sun, no matter what, as long as i'm in singapore, i will definitely have dinner with my family. I dun understand why she loves to quarrel with me regarding this. She said that the time we spent together were to little. I already tried my best. i know she has to study hard. My weekends' nights are for my family, she wan go anywhere on weekdays, i dun mind, i'll just follow her. Her dad works 6days a week, only have thursday as off day. i understand. Thats the reason why i will nv bother u on thursday.
What's so bad about eating dinner with my family? My family also nv bring her to some ulu places to eat dinner. Seafood,tze char,thai, "chapalan" restaurants, what's so bad about them? She might get sick of them, but it's not about the food, it's about the family bond. I only hope to spend that few hours with my family on weekends, whatever she wanna do, it's her choice.
She expects me to give up my weekends dinner with family because she thinks that i will be able to see my dad and mum everyday. Sad to say, i will NEVER agree to that. She can try it over my dead body. She cannot accompany me on weekdays, is her problems. Why should i give up my family for her which i think the demand of her is totally unreasonable.
I suggested that she can meet me everyweekends from morning till the time i have dinner then i send her home. But she didt gimme any answer.
If she insists in that, Sorry then. We have different goals and we should go separate ways. I dun see the point of continuing.
I can be nice, but dun get under my nerves. Dun expect me to give in.
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Busy or Act Busy?
Now is 5.18 AM! Thursday morning! Wednesday night! i've been occupied by lots of stuffs and events! WOOHOO.
Sad to say! wednesday is my 破财日(bankrupt day)！Arcade is MONEY DRAINING! damn it! spend 40+ bucks and get nothing in the end except for some THRILL. LOLS! i realise some stupid arcade game can be damn fun! HAHAHA!
Jus came back from Zouk. To me, going zouk like going ZOO. fucking lots of WOLF and BEAST in the club. i feel that i am a sheep in the club. i'm herbivore(dun eat girls)! HAHA Sad to say, i've quite alot of opportunities to turn Carnivore but i let the CHANCE to my Emo friend. =x In the end, i wasted 25 bucks. SOB SOB
In conclusion, 70bucks gone to the drain. *emo*
In fact, after tonight, i will be quite free already =X what should i do leh? LOL
Sorry everyone, i dunno how to upload photos! LOL!
Sad to say! wednesday is my 破财日(bankrupt day)！Arcade is MONEY DRAINING! damn it! spend 40+ bucks and get nothing in the end except for some THRILL. LOLS! i realise some stupid arcade game can be damn fun! HAHAHA!
Jus came back from Zouk. To me, going zouk like going ZOO. fucking lots of WOLF and BEAST in the club. i feel that i am a sheep in the club. i'm herbivore(dun eat girls)! HAHA Sad to say, i've quite alot of opportunities to turn Carnivore but i let the CHANCE to my Emo friend. =x In the end, i wasted 25 bucks. SOB SOB
In conclusion, 70bucks gone to the drain. *emo*
In fact, after tonight, i will be quite free already =X what should i do leh? LOL
Sorry everyone, i dunno how to upload photos! LOL!
Thursday, August 26, 2010
love you
Maybe i'm too pessimistic, i jus dunno why i feel that i wont live long on this earth.
Every anniversary, i wish to deliver ur favourite flower to you personally but i'm afraid that i will pass away much earlier than you do. I hope that i will be able to find a florist which able to operate forever, so that even i died, the florist can deliver ur favourite flower to you personally every single anniversary on my behalf.
No matter where my soul flew to or my body rest in, my heart will always be with you.
Love you...
Every anniversary, i wish to deliver ur favourite flower to you personally but i'm afraid that i will pass away much earlier than you do. I hope that i will be able to find a florist which able to operate forever, so that even i died, the florist can deliver ur favourite flower to you personally every single anniversary on my behalf.
No matter where my soul flew to or my body rest in, my heart will always be with you.
Love you...
Monday, August 23, 2010
I'm a stinky stingy monster!
As usual, i bought 2 dollar toto quickpick! i miss one number! damn it! damn sad. feel like tearing the whole world up because of it.
Now! back to the MAIN TOPIC! having a gf really makes me incurred huge debt! LOL! my bank account has been decreasing CONSTANTLY for so LONG! damn SAD thing. My gf says "I'm trying to save here save there, but still not much money". This sentence rings a bell in my mind! make me keep thinking of " u keep trying save here save there, but y dun save for my wallet?" LOL!
i was wondering how rich am i going to be if i dun have a gf! =x i think i will be holding L-BEE bag, ODD-LEE sunglasses ETC ETC. I really feel guilty that i spend papa mama so much money. i guess now i have to learn how to say "NO!"
Now! back to the MAIN TOPIC! having a gf really makes me incurred huge debt! LOL! my bank account has been decreasing CONSTANTLY for so LONG! damn SAD thing. My gf says "I'm trying to save here save there, but still not much money". This sentence rings a bell in my mind! make me keep thinking of " u keep trying save here save there, but y dun save for my wallet?" LOL!
i was wondering how rich am i going to be if i dun have a gf! =x i think i will be holding L-BEE bag, ODD-LEE sunglasses ETC ETC. I really feel guilty that i spend papa mama so much money. i guess now i have to learn how to say "NO!"
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
Day after day, i've been waiting............ and still waiting.....
Everyday, i was waiting for the best news to reach my ears - the death of my grandma (my dad's mum). Sad to say, she is the one i hated most and i want her kick the bucket asap. I wonder why she still haven die? There's so many people die each day, y she's not included? This is the reason why i dun believe in karma.
Let me tell u a story. A boy who lives in a nice small family with a total 5 people, Papa,Mama, Mei Meis, and me. In his 19 years on earth, he nv received any thing from her grandma, not even a piece of sweets. That grandma has 2 sons. Each son has a son,therefore, the grandma has 2 male grandson. That grandma is a pervert and fucker. She is has serious mental problems and extreme bias. What the boy has, the other grandson also must have. For example, the boy has a bicycle, the other grandson also must have a bicycle. the worst joke of all is that the grandma demand a bicycle for her another grandson from the boy's dad. That another grandson has no dad? No! just that the another grandson's dad is useless.
Now, the crazy grandma saw the boy drives a car. She demand the boy's father to let the other grandson to learn driving and has a car. dun u think it's absurd? The boy's father pay for the driving lesson. Lucky enough, the boy's father of cause didt buy a car for that useless grandson. There's more crazy things that she did, but i dun wanna say and it's a real shame. If i got a Death note, i will write her name first. INSTANT DEATH. SO FUN!
Can u imagine for years, that grandma always goes to the boy's house and create havoc. Talking about those old shitty fucker grandma stories of hers and trying quarrel with the family? The boy's father still gives her 1k per month. When the grandma cant get the money on time, she will say " u try to hunger me to death?" can u believe this? She is those crazy ass who likes to mess up the whole family.
There's alot more to say. That grandma should fucking die now and die in the "Final destination" way.The mouth of her should tightly sealed by cement and pubic hair. i swear that the boy shall shoot fireworks and open champagne to celebrate her death. Her funeral and whatsoever can just exclude the boy. That grandma of his is worst than a pest. She is simply a jinx plus world greatest asshole plus dick plus everything sucks!
Let me tell u a story. A boy who lives in a nice small family with a total 5 people, Papa,Mama, Mei Meis, and me. In his 19 years on earth, he nv received any thing from her grandma, not even a piece of sweets. That grandma has 2 sons. Each son has a son,therefore, the grandma has 2 male grandson. That grandma is a pervert and fucker. She is has serious mental problems and extreme bias. What the boy has, the other grandson also must have. For example, the boy has a bicycle, the other grandson also must have a bicycle. the worst joke of all is that the grandma demand a bicycle for her another grandson from the boy's dad. That another grandson has no dad? No! just that the another grandson's dad is useless.
Now, the crazy grandma saw the boy drives a car. She demand the boy's father to let the other grandson to learn driving and has a car. dun u think it's absurd? The boy's father pay for the driving lesson. Lucky enough, the boy's father of cause didt buy a car for that useless grandson. There's more crazy things that she did, but i dun wanna say and it's a real shame. If i got a Death note, i will write her name first. INSTANT DEATH. SO FUN!
Can u imagine for years, that grandma always goes to the boy's house and create havoc. Talking about those old shitty fucker grandma stories of hers and trying quarrel with the family? The boy's father still gives her 1k per month. When the grandma cant get the money on time, she will say " u try to hunger me to death?" can u believe this? She is those crazy ass who likes to mess up the whole family.
There's alot more to say. That grandma should fucking die now and die in the "Final destination" way.The mouth of her should tightly sealed by cement and pubic hair. i swear that the boy shall shoot fireworks and open champagne to celebrate her death. Her funeral and whatsoever can just exclude the boy. That grandma of his is worst than a pest. She is simply a jinx plus world greatest asshole plus dick plus everything sucks!
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